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Kathryn Says- How Do You Practice Self Care?

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Kathryn is 42 years old and mother to 3-year-old Grace. She lives with autoimmune conditions, fibromyalgia, Me/CFS and recovering from breast cancer. Kathryn’s parents live in an annex on her house so they are on hand to help a lot due to Kathryn’s health issues.


How do you practice self-care?

By Kathryn Says

Self-care is a term we hear banded about all the time. The practice itself is good and something we should all be developing and taking heed of, however what does self-care actually mean and just how do we develop a healthy way of caring for ourselves? When talking about self-care the first thing most people will think is treating themselves to a massage or a hot bath. These types of treats are wonderful but there’s so much more to self-care. We need to establish our boundaries, learn to love ourselves and be happy to put ourselves first without feeling selfish. This is very hard when you have kids. Self-care is a life time practice and it needs to be sustainable.

I used to be terrible at self-care. I like to think I’ve got better at it because my health has screamed at me and given me little choice, but I am certainly far from having perfected it!

There are some activities I need in my life for my self-care but I still can’t manage for the moment; for example, regular alone time in nature and around ponies really lift my mental health. I crave this time but I very rarely have the opportunity to get it, and even when I plan it, I regularly have to cancel because I am too fatigued to manage the drive. That doesn’t mean I won’t stop trying or scheduling that time in my diary in the hope that I can make it as it is an invaluable tool to my healing and state of mind when I do manage it.

Here are some examples of the self-care I now practice and some tips that might help you:

Private and together ‘time out’

Two times a week my mum will get up early with my daughter so I get a morning lay-in and time to have a relaxing hot bath with Epsom salts and essential oils. I might also read a bit in the bath, do a meditation or listen to Audible.

My partner and I alternate who puts Grace to bed so we both have evenings when 7pm comes and we can just relax. This is wonderful as for the first 2.5 years of Grace’s life I’ve put her to bed, as I was the only one who had the boobies to feed her to sleep and I would also be up at the crack of dawn with her 99% of the time. When I'm flaring badly my partner will do all bedtimes.

Set boundaries

If I don’t want to do something I tend not to because my energy needs to be saved for what’s important. In the past I would have done things I didn’t necessarily enjoy because I didn’t want to put others out or upset them by saying no. Don’t feel bad about saying ‘no’ to extra commitments you don’t want to do, or don’t have time for. If you are having an uncomfortable conversation with someone, say so, and that you don’t want to continue. If you need time to give someone an answer, take all the time you need. Don’t be pressurised or be afraid to tell people you won’t be discussing things further if you don’t want to.

Make lists

I love a good list so I don’t forget things and it means I can keep track of what still needs doing. I may have a list at the beginning of the week with high hopes of completing the actions, but come the end of the week, only one thing may be crossed off and that’s fine! Don’t be afraid to limit your to-do list if it doesn’t feel feasible and prioritise what is most important to you.

Listen to my body

My body talks to me all the time and is very quick to tell me when I am starting to overdo it. The sore throat and ringing ears and heavy feelings in my body start slowly but soon scream! I’ve learned to check in regularly throughout the day and recognise when to call it quits rather than push on and regret it. If I push on, I will end up stuck in bed.

On occasion, life doesn’t allow me to listen fully because there are things I have to do. This happened recently when I had to push myself to try and start back at work. This situation resulted in me feeling very ill and sick come one Friday afternoon and I spent the weekend in bed feeling envious of my partner going out and having fun with Grace. This is why pacing myself and listening to my body is so important and if I don’t, I can’t be there for anyone else and I want to be there for Grace. I was off work a further five months following that attempt to return to work and now I’m finally trying to go back on reduced hours but I have found myself in bed and off sick yet again. I could have pushed and tried today, there was a time when I would have, but my health is too important and I'm putting my self-care in place.

Stand up for my beliefs

I used to just agree with everyone else, only liked what was popular and didn’t voice my opinion as I feared confrontation, being ridiculed and was a bit of a people pleaser. No more! I am who I am, and I believe what I believe. I am a more authentic person for this. As a result, I have found amazing friends who are just as authentic and discovered how great friendships really can be when everyone is just their true beautiful selves!

Reiki Healing.

I discovered Reiki and healing when I was at a very low point in my life due to my health. Reiki turned my life around. I learned all three levels of Reiki, did 2 years learning horse healing and took other courses in animal healing, animal communication, crystal healing and a year-long shamanic development course. This way of being is what helped me to realise what I needed for self-care, combined with practicing mindfulness it has taught me how to listen to my body. In addition, I met the most amazing people.

Part of my self-care is to keep up these practices as best I can. For the moment I cannot see clients (I specialised in horse healing and behaviour) as I am not well enough but I still have Reiki healing from friends, and see a Reiki healer and a shamanic practitioner when needed.

Encourage others

I love to help and support people when I can and I did this a lot through my healing work. In the past I would have been scared to do this for fear of being rejected. As it turns out most people welcome it and are extremely appreciative – don’t be afraid to put yourself out there.

Turn off social media

Fortunately, social media wasn’t a thing for me growing up but sadly it is quite the modern-day struggle. I am very particular about what I see in my newsfeed on social media and who I am “friends” with. I will often deactivate all of my accounts to have a complete break for a week or so and I normally do this when I feel my mental health is really struggling and I need to switch off from the world completely. You may also have apps you are spending too much time on. Don’t be afraid to delete them!

• Be unavailable

It is far too easy for people to get in touch with us these days. Don’t be afraid to make yourself unavailable, if you need to. I mute group chats and turn off notifications so I only look in when I want to, because inevitably, if I see I have a message, I want to read it. Don’t feel pressurised to reply immediately to Messenger, e-mails, text messages, WhatsApp and all the other numerous instant communication methods – especially if it is work and you are off duty!

• Read

I love reading and was not doing enough of it. Taking time to read a book is a big self-care plus for me.

• Write

I love to write to express myself when I'm in the mood. I find writing about my health experiences not only aids me, but it helps those around me to understand what I'm dealing with and how I’m feeling. My most recent writing project has been a story book for Grace.

• Asking for help

This is a biggy. I used to be afraid to ask for help, fearing I would be seen as weak and vulnerable. I was scared to admit I was depressed in case it labelled me in some way but not anymore. I am completely open with how I feel and will reach out for help from friends and medical professionals. I won’t let up until I find the right help. When I had a miscarriage, I talked about it lots because not only did it help me but I also found the conversations that would arise as a result of talking openly about these things incredible. So many suffer in silence but by opening up yourself you open up these discussions for others who may need it – be careful to recognise when people do want to talk and when they don’t and ensure conversations are in appropriate environments. Authentic communication can be very healing.

• Positivity – but not the toxic kind!

You can’t just be positive because someone tells you to. You can’t feel better just because someone says another person has it worse so look on the bright side. Our feelings are valid, no matter what is happening to someone else and we need to accept this fact. I had a conversation with a friend during my cancer treatment and they felt bad saying how they were feeling because they recognised what I was going through was so much worse. Yes, what I was going through was awful but that doesn’t mean what a friend is experiencing is less important. We all feel things individually and different things will make us spiral.

It’s very important to me friends are honest. No problem is trivial; every feeling is important no matter what’s caused it. And so back to the positivity, we can try to build a mind-set that veers more toward a positive outlook, like taking stock of what we are grateful for each day, no matter how small. We can appreciate the small things in nature, this is where I love mindfulness in nature and just noticing the small miracles like a spider making a web, it really lifts me. Cultivate your own positivity, whatever works for you. If you can have a mind-set that generally veers towards the positive when you go through difficult times you may find you have more resilience as a result. But don’t ever fake it; feel your emotions don’t hide them under some fake positivity bullshit.

• Mindfulness and meditation

Part of my self-care is mindfulness. I try to do a few meditations each week. I also try to be mindful when I’m outside, taking moments to notice what is around me, to sit and close my eyes, breathe deep and apply all of my senses to my surroundings.

• Making time for me

I need a lot of rest at the moment and I tend to plan ahead a lot so I know when I can have these breaks and some quiet time. Switching off from noise helps me a lot. I am lucky in that I have my parents who can look after Grace so that gives me the time to get the rest I need. I ensure I get this regularly but will ask for more help with Grace, should I feel my health flares are building.

Find your tribe

Find your tribe if you can, the people who truly are there for you. My mum used to be part of a babysitting circle, that would allow mums a bit of a break on occasion and they took turns to look after each other's kids. Look out for what may be in your area, and don’t be afraid to speak to any mum friends you have about it – you may just be able to help each other out!

• Friendships

Be careful who you spend your time with, there is such a thing as toxic friendships (and relationships). Try to be aware of these and either ditch them or protect yourself with good boundaries. On the other side of this, however, there are amazing friends, those that lift you and can hear you, the ones who understand you, the ones that let you be you. Keep them around as much as possible, they are very special people.

• Love yourself

Some days I can truly say I love myself, however, on others days, it isn’t quite so easy, it’s more a work in progress. A few years ago I would never have been able to say it. My body is covered in scars from my toes up, it lets me down a lot so it was easy to have a negative relationship with it. I used to bottle so much up which again is unhealthy for my mind-set because there is nothing better than truly being you, and when you are, you can love yourself for it!

Despite my body letting me down so much it made Grace - how incredible is that? My body may have needed steroid support to do so but it did it! I couldn’t love my body more for that. And each scar tells a story, they are part of me. I love each one because they remind me of what I have overcome; some scars beginning at only 18 months old. Sometimes I think it’s a miracle I am still alive. I love my perseverance, my ability to keep fighting, to look at the positives, to learn and to love. I love my empathy for others (human and animals) and how I can understand so much from an animal just by looking into their eyes. I love that I care.

What do you love about you? Don’t be shy. Always remember you are deserving of love, from other people and from yourself.

• Declutter

I love a good declutter, it makes me feel good to make space and get rid of unwanted stuff that’s just lying about. Decluttering also extends to the electronic, so as mentioned previously, I have extended this to include my social media and unwanted “friends”, feeds on my pages and also emails. The best decluttering advice though is only to buy items you really need, be aware of what you are introducing to your social media when you like pages, join groups and/or accept friend requests and delete your emails as you go, or move any important ones in to specific folders.

• Nutrition, hydration and exercise

This is quite new to me. I know nutrition is important but it is only since my cancer diagnosis that I have finally started to change the way I eat. I had made changes to my diet on occasion before but this is different now. This is a more permanent change because it’s not just me it affects; it’s also affects my daughter and I want to do whatever I can to ensure she doesn’t go through what I’ve just been through.

I now choose organic whenever I can. I am vegetarian and I have cut out most dairy from my diet. I really notice a difference in my IBS symptoms if I eat more dairy again. I have certain supplements I believe help to support my body and I enjoy juicing and healthy smoothies every day. I ensure I drink enough water.

Exercise is something I want to do but at the moment due to my health I struggle with this. I try to take a walk around the garden if I can or I potter about somewhere, even if someone has to be with me. Stretching is also very important. My long-term plan is yoga, swimming and horse riding but I am a long way off any of these – but the plan is there, as is hope.

• Sleep

A good sleep routine is very important in looking after ourselves. Try to go to bed at the same time each night and switch off your phone. If you struggle to sleep, try not to nap during the day. I have a routine where I massage some essential oils in to help with sleep and use a magnesium spray. I also use a relaxing moisturiser on my face and I am trialling some herbal remedies in the hope they improve my quality of sleep. I nod off ok but I can wake with flashbacks and pain. I am trying a few things to see if they help keep me asleep.

Think about what might work for you as a routine and implement it.

In my blog I've listed just a few things I do to look after me, however, it is a forever work in progress, and never linear. It can really change your life if you can get some basic self-care in place. Inevitably, true self-care is much easier to say than do and for some people, it will be harder to achieve than for others. I am extremely lucky to have my parents in the annex next to us so I have a huge amount of support. I dread to think what my health would be like if I didn’t. This support comes with its own set of issues. I deal with feelings of guilt for how much my parents do for me, yet not everyone is fortunate enough to have the kind of support I do, which undoubtedly makes good self-care even harder to practice. Who looks after the kids when you're trying to look after you?

Remember! You are not being selfish!

I still have to remind myself of this because it can feel selfish to put yourself first. I think many of us are brought up to think of others first, to feel like other peoples’ feelings are more important than our own but this is not the case. As the saying goes, ‘you cannot pour from an empty cup’. By looking after yourself and having your self-care in place you will be stronger and in a better position to be there for others in turn (if you want to!)

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